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January can be gloomy so here’s a little bit of love for pocket friends and those that help fill my dash with good things. I’ll be tagging friends and mutuals, some people who won’t know me and some who do, I hope nobody minds too much, feel free to ignore me. Thank you to fandom by me💕
Thank you fanfic writers; your imagination seems endless, your words sail ships that may never reach their destination but you’re taking us where we want to go anyway. You give us stories that we’ll never see anywhere else, that make us smile and cry, a 1000 kisses in a 1000 ways. You break our hearts and rebuild it, you keep us company in the dark when we can’t sleep, what would we do without you?
Gif makers; your talents are a mystery to me, you take our shows and catch our favourites in moments of time, slow them and spin them into something clearer, brighter, better and new. You use your time to give us beautiful colours, sometimes you wrap your creations in songs and poems to make us smile and break our hearts. Isn’t that amazing.
Artists you create such amazing things, how? How is there so much talent in your fingertips. It seems impossible to me. You draw or edit or manipulate images to bring such joy, you see what’s not there yet and make it real, imagine our delight when our imagination appears before our very eyes. You can show us things we can only dream of, how wonderful is that, how talented you are.
And you out there who see things about our shows and in them, who share it and see patterns who tie it together and say did you see, do you think, did you know, and you write and write and write such wonderful metas (even if sometimes you hide in the tags) you amaze us with what you see and give hope. It really wouldn’t be the same here without you.
And then last but not least, never that, there’s you, who read and hit kudos, who write comments, the re bloggers and the friends, people who write tags that are funny and smart and kind; do you know what you do, what it means, how your names are noticed and remembered, how you make people smile at their inboxes and notifications. I hope you do.
To all of you I think that you should know that you help bring happiness into places you can’t imagine, to people you will never meet and faces you might never see and I thank you for it 💕💜💕
Tagging under cut there are so many more of you I know but maybe you’ll see this anyway in your travels around this little blue app we love to hate
@loveyourownsmiilee @monsterrae1 @shortsighted-owl @the-likesofus @elvensorceress @yelenasbuddie @lostinabuddiehaze @swiftiediaz @buddierights @ajunerose @fleurdebeton @megslovesbooks @jacksadventuresinwriting @livingwherethesidewalkends @ci5mates @lilbuddie @fiona-fififi @blaidddrwg1982 @taketheplanspinitsideways @rogerzsteven @bekkachaos @jobairdxx @thekristen999 @b99tgplhtgawmf1sh @ronordmann @matan4il @weewootruck @caroandcats @homerforsure @stagefoureddiediaz @anxieteandbiscuits @dickley-buddie @canonicallyobserving911 @sibylsleaves @like-the-rest-of-la @paranoidbean @starlingbite @yawningmicrobe @blue-cheeseinmyoffwhites @cosycrescent @fatedbuck @buddiearemydads @mikereads @swiftiebuckleys @hattalove @belovedbuddie @sherlocking-out-loud @henswilsons @skyhighrollins911 @oliverstarked
#fanstuff#being sentimental tonight#just ignore me if you’d like to#no interaction#on this post#is expected#just saying#i appreciate it all#i appreciate you
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i had a dream where something was off with riku’s shadow…
(this art is so sucks i made this when i was tired and less experienced which ended up making riku look so much skinnier than how i normally draw him post-kh2 can you stop engaging it with pretty pweeease)
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#riku#(and ansem. in shadow form)#IGNORE THE MISTAKE OF RIKUS HAND AUUGHH I HATE DRAWING HANDS#riku wasnt wearing his dream drop distance outfit but i drew him with it because. well. dream LOL#its so weird like it wasnt even clear what world he was in#he was in some sort of tavern?? so maybe you’d think it was the kingdom of corona#liek the snuggly duckling but it definitely wasnt#i couldnt tell you why but trust me#it was kinda surreal that i actually had a dream about kingdom hearts. go figure#its like the hardest thing in the world to have a dream about a fixation im having#usually my dreams are trauma. and me dying. sometimes both.#and if it is about my fixation it’s usually me getting a bunch of merch of it and then i wake up and whoops i dont have it#or i just forget all of my dreams and wake up with nothing to think about.#so i like it when i have some cool bizarre shit related to my fixation happen#its funny because this sounds like something that would happen in either kh itself or someones fanfiction#i wouldnt be surprised if someone has already drawn or written about this#anyway gn i hope i have another weird dream about kh
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Hi chat will i be thrown to the wolves if I publicly admit the hoyoverse autism got to me
#ignore it’s like you can see me slowly giving up on the coloring#the entire point of this drawing was the spider lily tattoo btw#I wasn’t even gonna color it but I’m currently running on a 3 day old energy drink that’s been out every night it’s been open#and about 2 mini flea market tacos that tasted like gods pussy#so I colored it in an itty bit#also just realized I didn’t put my name on this#don’t steal it pls#not that I can stop you#or that you’d wanna but yk it’d hurt my feelings an itty bit probably#maybe#shrugs#also hi everyone I’m in my senior year of highschool so#idk I’ve missed yapping in these#Moomins gallery<3#hsr#hsr fanart#honkai star rail#hsr acheron#acheron#honkai fanart#honkai acheron#erm#honkai star rail acheron
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God i’m thinking about how easily and unknowingly strangers can grant you salvation like i found it in how my old classmate told me once that i was a kind person and it was the first time i’d ever believed it
in how a coworker once said that i always seem so happy and have a nice smile and i cried about it when i got home since i’d always been told i seem too serious or mean
in how someone once told me i was good at comforting them when i’d always thought i was bad at it
Just god they’re out there somewhere and i barely remember what they looked like and we’ll never cross paths again but they changed me so deeply, they’re out there but they’ll never know how often i revisit those memories and think of myself even just a little more kindly they’re out there and i don’t know them but they’re the most important people in the world to me somehow
#me?? having a Night™️?? more likely than you’d think#im missing the people i never really knew#and im stuck echoing their words to myself#it’s honestly so important to hear things from people who don’t have an agenda to hurt you#who didn’t form a perspective of you at 14 and never let it go#i dont know#it’s just insane how badly ive always felt about myself#how inherently true i thought it was that i was mean or cold or unlikeable#only to have so many people tell me differently the past few years#and i still feel so mean and cold and unlikeable so often because of the people close to me!!#and i probably will forever to some extent!!#and it’s such an awful feeling#but just knowing even one person saw me as kind or happy is such a balm to that pain#that even if every person i meet from here on out found me flawed#there was at least one that saw kindness and joy in me?? that’s healing#idk#idk im emotional and tired and just want to believe i can be a good person sometimes#and sometimes i feel like that one ‘you’re so nice’ i received three years ago is the only thing holding me together sometimes#god just ignore me
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My headcanons:
#I’m amused by the idea of johan getting crushes on people all the time#but deliberately ignoring it because he’s always got more important things to focus on#meanwhile peewit loves romance but wants no personal involvement in it. he just likes to meddle in other people’s love lives#like the boys’ identities are the opposite of what you’d expect based on the way they act#I dunno if there was any romance in canon#I haven’t watched the cartoons yet and I’ve only been able to read the comics that papercutz has published in english#and like… john baufort is maybe the only other named character I’ve seen that seems like johan’s age#so unless I want to make up characters I don’t have a ton of options for a ship#I think they’d make a good pair except their NAMES are TOO SIMILAR#(yes I know johan is pronounced with a Y but they’re still too similar)#(this bugs me)#anyway happy pride month#johan et pirlouit#johan and peewit#peyo#johan: i think i hauve the plague
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Did I freak the fuck out on my sister for trying to compare her dad and her having different work schedules to me not having any parents at all like damn get grateful I am not the person to bitch to & the fact you think I am is kinda gross
#but also I feel kinda ignorant for getting upset#like yeah of course you’ll grieve our moms passing im here for that but you’re not alone#and to act that way when I’d kill for a parental figure in my life idk kinda hurts my soul#I just think you should still appreciate what you do have not try to make it a game of who’s had it worse#idc if you still have a parent but you best be feeling blessed before you come bitch to me about different work schedules#and I know I probably sound selfish but I’ve been enabling this convo for over a year now#but she doesn’t take my feelings or life into consideration when it is brought up#and we have very different lives idk you’d never believe she’s 7 years older that’s forsure
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Quick little PSA but if you decide to draw Yuichi Usagi, great. Awesome even. If the post or drawing is JUST Yuichi, maybe don’t tag it ROTTMNT
I mean I’m not here to tell anybody what to do but you guys know Yuichi is a canon character in a different series right? You know he’s not a one-off TMNT character throw away like Venus and Jennika right? You know he has his own show right? And that show doesn’t actually ever crossover into Rise in canon right?
I mean I get it, I ship Leoichi too but if it’s just bunny boy and no turtles, you’re not tagging your art properly.
I dunno, I mean do what you want, but it’s like if I drew Chewbacca then tagged it Star Trek.
#Ignore me if you’d like#It’s just a little annoyinh#ROTTMNT#Yuichi Usagi#samurai rabbit#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#TMNT#The usage chronicles
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went into the notes of that poll going around about if people want more seasons of supernatural and was immediately slapped in the face with how different my priorities are in this fandom from. a lot of it. what are you talking about ‘destiel endgame’. girl the show has bigger problems to fix than that if it ever had more seasons. they taught a three year old that the best way to be loved was to continuously try to kill himself and then they made him god.
#i can’t honestly imagine any world where there’s destiel and its like. satisfying. in any way.#as in: your options here are a) ignore the last seasons of dean. not treating cas very well to put it bluntly. you’d just have to ignore#that and go straight to They’re Fine :) Happy Ending which is. what i am picking up that the people on that poll want.#or b) go all in and make this a horror story to the end. give them destiel and make it exactly as fucked and miserable as it would#realistically be. and then that whole side of the fandom would be mad because toxic gay people shouldn’t exist actually. too complicated.#and the thing is that neither of these are at all satisfying. the second one is better. but its still. bad.#im being serious here im not trying to beat down on this. i genuinely cannot see a way. with the last few seasons setting things up the way#they did. that destiel endgame would make anyone happy. or be good. at all.#anyway like i said there’s bigger problems. new god went through years of child abuse and believes he deserved it because he was born wrong.#look me in the eyes and try to tell me this will lead to a good outcome. jack is about to do godstiel arc 2 except he won’t explode from it.#he is about to kill so many people who are Bad. and not see why that would be wrong to do.#okay im done im done i swear
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#some day I’ll figure out how to ignore getting left out of things#or not invited to things#it’s happened in every friend group I’ve ever been in so you’d think I’d handle it better#but every time my brain is Convinced that it’s a sign my friends don’t want to be around me#like. I know that I am projecting my fears into them#them saying they’re gonna be offline and then socializing with other friends doesn’t mean they hate me#or saying they’re cancelling social stuff this week and then hanging out with other friends#or just not inviting me to stuff#like. it’s fine#I logically get it#but every time! chaos brain comes in with ‘yep see this is further proof that they don’t like you’#ugh#I’m aware it’s a trigger and that’s why my reaction is so strong#but it would be awesome if triggers were easier to fucking deal with
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thought about having a gf again *sighs*
#i’m made the same post about 50 times#you’d think i’d run out of shit to say on the subject#but nah#i think about being in love and i Yearn#but it’s not entirety possible ://#everyone i find attractive lives on the moon#or is far too out of my league even if they’re irl/on DAs#but still i YEARN!!!#idk just been feeling really low lately#and just plain unattractive and unworthy and it’s like…#i miss being flirted with#i miss actually believing ppl found me cute and funny and all the things they say#and it’s like every time it could be something it feels like it gets fucked up#idk like i don’t wanna rush into things anymore but still#and i don’t wanna date just to date#i wanna actually fall for someone again#even tho it’s scary#i wanna feel the butterflies in my tummy and be excited!!!#tho maybe i’m romanticising the idea of romance ya know?#and ignoring the more complicated parts of a relationship#and just focusing on the attention and good stuff#what must it be like to be pretty and have ppl fawn all over you?#must be nice#i don’t know if this is even coherent#does it matter?#i’ll probably get annoyed and delete it anyways lol#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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I get crushes on the most interesting looking dudes I’ll say that much
#if I told you who this is about you’d hurl#don’t know either I just like men yk#which is why I will not share ☺️#ignore me#thirst tag
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I’m so tired. I’m always tired. This suuuucks. and I’m sad and shitty. I know it’s only been a couple of weeks, but I don’t think remeron is a workin for me. Accidentally typed “wormin for me” at first. I wish it was wormin for me. Why won’t you worm for me?😔
#anyone against antidepressants and stuff just… I guess… don’t read this? or follow me 🤷🏻♂️#anyways… I haven’t been on tumblr much. just not feeling it. I’m gonna lose all of my mutuals.#I was supposed to adjust to it. instead uhhhhh ah just in bed#I’m always low energy now#and now im having anxiety about telling my doc I don’t want to be on this prescription#which is like… apparently this is his go-to drug. which is already kinda ehhhh maybe a red flag. preference influencing prescriptions#hey sorry your fav drug kinda sucks#blegh#this might be looking a gift horse in the mouth but I did get incredulous when the only acclimating side effect I got was sleepiness#ever other med I’ve tried has had more annoying side effects#which… god this sounds so stockholm syndrome… but you’d think ‘oh this is rewiring my brain so it MUST have some real initial side effects’#feels like I’m basically taking benadryl that lasts all day or something#funny I just posted saying it was okay a few days okay. yeah it’s okay. until you get tired of being tired all the time#body! adjust already!#I have an appointment with my primary this week so I’ll talk with him about it I guess#went to the movies the other day and almost fell asleep during#I’ve basically been in bed all day. tonight I got really depressed for no real good reason. this sucks. sucks butt.#you can ignore this#text
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idk you can insist that no matter how you frame it there’s no way that the ravens didn’t know about riko’s abuse but also some of yall have clearly never been in a cult, for which i am genuinely so relieved to know that’s never been your reality, and really have no clue what you’re talking about because it’s actually entirely plausible
#obviously some of them knew#but you’d be shocked about the fact that you can be living with a monster and not know they’re a monster#the monster has lived in my house#the monster even hurt me and i still believed they were innocent#obviously people like Grayson fucking knew a lot#they fall in the category of victim and abuser#but to generally say that all of the ravens had to have known and they were just ignoring it is wild#personal.txt
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I don’t think I can put into words the feeling I felt when, like a minute after leaving the a bomb shelter and hearing explosions overhead, I open tumblr and see a pro-palestine post say this:
To be clear that was right before saying any support of Israel whatsoever was genocide.
#israel#i like#I dunno man#to be clear I am not in favor of fuckin#flattening gaza#I am not that soulless#the thing that drives me up the wall is how these posts also ignore what’s happening in Israel#could you say we’re going through less or that it’s not as meaningful?#you can say that#and you’d have an argument to make#but going like#oh they have nothing wrong in their lives#or saying people here deserve what they’re getting#is ghoulish#just because your side is the politically convenient one doesn’t make cheering for murder any better#I say this to the people here calling for Gaza to be wiped out too#and it’s infuriating to see people say this about us aswell
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Me as a Gonkillu fan
#personal#SINCE THE WEST SIDE OF THE FANDOM WANTS TO CRAM ALL IT UNDER KG OR ONLY DOES KG I JUST USE IT TO MY ADVANTAGE#THE GONKI FANDOM DOESNT EXIST OVER HERE SO AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED OH NO WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO KGGG?!#But since they wanna act like Gonki don’t exist that means#Gonki is still canon 😤#Tehehehe#Since we don’t exist over here and we are just in our smol little corner used to being ignored and creating the own content we wanna see#anyway#this doesn’t effect us in the least#ahhhh good day to be a Gonki#Since I don’t listen to fandom anyway the only word I follow is myyy own#I don’t need anyones approval#i already have alll the canon material I need the director and Ki’s va that was good enough for me and even if they never said anything#I still didn’t need anyone’s approval if I say GonKi is canon to me it is#When everyone’s always telling you how wrong you are or harassing you it just becomes a joke#That I should care what anyone says#I’m just saying if you were a gonki fan you’d be sitting easy rn cuz we are smol and mighty and we listen to no one#we don’t let main fandom dictate what we are allowed to do#I WILL DO SHORT TINY KI 😤#KI WILL WEAR CUTE PASTELS#AND I WILL ALWAYS STAND UP FOR THE LITTLE GUYS#AND GALS AND NON BINARY PALS#And they do exist I’ve gotten plenty of discord messages of people to afraid to interact cuz it doesn’t fit with what the main fandom wants#I AM THE QUEEN OF YOU CANNOT STOP ME#A proud nobody till the day I die! After all nobodies have the best names#Oooh mine would be#Ndywix#SEE COOL
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I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute
#baby’s first covid#the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting#y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation#I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job#and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did#I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas#the plan is to get top surgery and then dip)#but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway)#if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid#‘’yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’#I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8#didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t#I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go#so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive.#I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be#responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride#anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.
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